Work has been so busy that by the time I'm home I have no desire to sit in front of my computer and write a blog post. I barely have time to go to the barn, which I feel no small amount of guilt over.
I was supposed to have surgery in January but it got postponed because of the Covid surge and now isn't happening until late April. So suffice it to say, I'm also dealing with energy sapping health issues that I'm hoping the surgery will resolve even partially.
Good News Summary
I rejoined Pony Club. Thanks to the object permanence issues that ADHD so lovingly bestows, I'm still getting hit by raw bits of grief over Jane from last summer. But it's also been kind of a push for me to decide to get involved in the adult side of Pony Club and there is an excellent local club that my barn owner was also going to join. So what the hell. I did it. Two lessons a month that I can opt into that if you break down the membership cost is a bloody reasonable rate. Plus I miss the socialization aspect. Plus plus I've discovered I really need to have something on the calendar that I can't just ignore.